it's the last day of the year 2008

such a cornucopia of mixed emotions.. am i eager, am i ready, am i looking forward to it?

truth is, i really don't know.. 2008 has been a crazy crazy year..
i've sobbed my eyelids swollen and i've laughed my heart out.. i've helped strangers and strangers have helped me.. i've found new friends and have met many a good friend as well as found out the meaning of true friends..i experinced some of life's most beatiful experiences and perhaps it's greatest sorrows..
do i have regrets?.. of course i do, plenty!.. but i would not go back to change them?.. no, they have taught me much and wisened me considerably.. i never put much stock in the saying 'live life with no regrets'.. everyone has regrets and wishful thoughts of things they could perhaps done differently.. but this is what life is isn't it?.. a lesson with the world our classroom..
thinking bout the upcoming year i realise that we can't have any expectations as to how it would turn out.. last new year was a bang but the year, well i guess one can say it was a year of much learning for me.. this year, the celebration of an upcoming year seems to be a quiet one.. people change, people move on, people are people..
but then, i've met nice people, ones i hope will stand the test of time and be there till the very end.. well the test of time will prove it i guess..
speaking of time, thank the heavens such a thing as that exists.. as precious as moments in my life have been i cannot imagine being stuck in a the same vortex of emotions.. okaay, maybe there are some places where i would like to be stuck forever.. hmm :P

which brings me to my resolutions..
(i shall blog them so that when i forgot them they would be here forever)

brian suggested coming to class on time..
okaay that was just that once you know.. hmm maybe twice or thrice.. but that's it!
four la max.. bout piano classes and punctuality, err, trying!


then lene suggested being nice
haha, why do i feel that is one effort already marked with a big red F on it?
define nice, is it being sweet and biting back all sarcasm no matter how needed it is?
so maybe i m a litttle cynical about life and have a sharp tongue but hey live with my mum XD
the last trip my 5 year-old brother was acting out his favourite ultraman scene (yea he has favourite scenes in that whole dumb plotless gross monsters series)

brother: swish.. pffft... pow
mum : i didn't know ultraman blew out steam

see see SEE!!!!
now you understand

and anyways, sarcasm is a very beautiful thing if properly appreciated so i doubt i will manage to be 'nicer'.. to the definition of some anyways..

so here's to the good old resolutions

-stop procrastinating
-study harder

oh forget it, i'm never going to manage to keep them anyway!


HAPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL
if there is anything happy to be about....